Sunday, August 15, 2010

Great Weekend

Well floks this will be my first blog post in years. My wife wanted me to do one so here goes. I will post the usual blog stuff when it comes to mind. Sometimes its good just to use this stuff to get off ones chest. Of course just dont post something you dont want anyone to see. My stuff is very random I will say that. I could relate eating corn dogs to Catching Butterflys. Let me start off first and foremost like my wife did by saying how blessed I am. Im not always perfect but I believe god knows I try really hard and thats why he loves me so much. I know I am blessed by the gifts I have recieved, in the case of my super model wife and my beautiful daughter. I know that even though I was married to the anti-christ I still somehow make it through and have had and will continue to have a wonderful life. My wife like I said is gorgeous, she is funny, and even though I get mad cuz she is mean to me I think deep down I like it a little. I may one day tell the hilarious story of how we came to meet and date but its definitely not PG well some of it is. My duaghter Raegan is the most loving child in the world, I swear it man, she is a big old Drama Queen but she is precious. See she is so gentle and cries if you look at her wrong... well if she thinks she is in trouble that is. I think she is more embarrassed than anything. Wow I titled this thing Great weekend and I havent even talked about my awesome weekend. I guess I better do that. I dont think Im gonna turn this into some life lesson or great truth on this blog. But my Blog is my Blog and I can make it how I want cuz Im the boss of me or something. The name of my blog is blogthats@#! because over the weekend since my wife started her blog. Anything at all she sees or does she wants to take a picture of it and blog about it. So of course I was like you should blogthats@#! hence the name. We had so much fun this weekend with the Babbs its just nice to get away between the beer pong, the bear claw, the fishing, and the peeing off the boat and almost falling in I had a blast. It went by too quick though. I hate that when you have such a great time it flies by. Like I blinked and the weekend was over. You know how when you eat something you really like you tend to eat it faster...at least I do. I wish I didnt I wish I would savor it longer. I had so much mental stimulation this weekend and I enjoyed every second of it yet I wish I had like a slow motion button. I wished I could slow it all down. I know I sound cheesy,  but I would love to slow down time just so I could look at laura longer. I could sit and stare at her. Not like weirdo creepy stalker stare. Its just I love the woman that much, and think she is so beautiful. I just enjoy looking at her. There hasnt been a time since I've been with her, that I thought she wasnt attractive. But back to my point before I veer off too far on the Laura train. Slowing down time, I always want more time. I want to slow down. I feel like the older you get, the faster time goes. The more work you do and the less time you take to enjoy things. I want to find that kid in me again, and I dont mean ditch responsibility. I mean you remember when you were a kid? The summers seemed like they lasted FOREVER.  Now you dont feel like you have time to turn around. I looked forward to this weekend for a month. Now its over, and though I enjoyed it. I long for that kid I had while I was there. By that I mean we looked at a clock once while we were there. We played all day in the water, lounged around, took naps and just rested. We were kids again even if just for the weekend. We found that place to just be... I want to take a lesson away from this weekend. Live each day like a kid. I want to enjoy each kiss Laura gives me, and each hug I get from Raegan. You know some of the most precious moments with Raegan are things she isnt going to do forever. Like letting me read her a story while she sits in my lap. So to end, just try to use your internal slow motion button, and if only for just a second go find someone you love, a child, a sibling, your spouse. Seriously go and just sit with them for a minute and slow down and soak everything in. Be a kid again and let time stand still. I myself am gonna go look at my wife while she is in there napping and give her a little kiss on her forehead.

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